Loneliness is the hardest for me. Oh I can ignore it for years. Soon-or-later the loneliness is overwhelming from a simple, I gotta go, chat on instant messenger. Or a subtle but nice, brush-off.
That is when the whole emotion becomes overwhelming. My mind get tsunami'd by an impenetrable impasse. All the thoughts and memories in my life. Come to the fore front of all thought. This can go on for up to three days. Or on and off for three days. By then I put the loneliness of my thoughts aside. Once again regaining my control on logic, reason and rationality. With these I may continue in my emptiness. Not even allowing the briefest of glimpses back to my past.
Sheilah Say
''We’re bound by gravity but have freedom of mind''10.19.2010
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