This is the first time in my entire life. That I feel so alone. I've dealt being by myself in the past but now it's different. One one and only friend, my BFF, has been in the hospital twice this month. Now he's home recovering.
This feeling of being alone comes from what I felt a couple of days ago. A feeling of dread. Of not seeing my BFF again.
I have resigned myself with growing old without a significant other. My boyfriend in 2007 passed away from a heart attack. I just couldn’t deal with losing my BFF.
My life is my own and will need to deal with this at a later date. When it comes is the time for me to deal with stuff in my life.
I just cannot shake this feeling.
Sheilah Say
This feeling of being alone comes from what I felt a couple of days ago. A feeling of dread. Of not seeing my BFF again.
I have resigned myself with growing old without a significant other. My boyfriend in 2007 passed away from a heart attack. I just couldn’t deal with losing my BFF.
My life is my own and will need to deal with this at a later date. When it comes is the time for me to deal with stuff in my life.
I just cannot shake this feeling.
Sheilah Say
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