I am transsexual because of my brain sex.
Your brain sex occurs within 6 weeks. While you are in the womb. Just as your physical sex is determined by the amount of hormones. That the Mother has coursing through the body. Brain sex is determined by the abundant of either male hormones or female hormones. To much male hormones & the child's brain sex is male. Even if the child's physical sex is female. i.e. She's a real 'tomboy'. (Got the picture).
From what I can gather, just from memory. My brain sex has always been female. Or at least more female then male.
At age twelve I pondered about being transformed to female. Not even realizing the word I was looking for was transsexual. At age fourteen the meaning of the word came to light. (Then I did my math).
I did not want to be a woman. I wanted to be this transsexual. To have the body & features of a female. Yet keeping the plumbing intact.
I had no idea what was involved. Until I started researching in 1991. (Without the Internet). If it weren't for the Internet. I would still be researching. I would still be stuck in that male mode.
Your brain sex occurs within 6 weeks. While you are in the womb. Just as your physical sex is determined by the amount of hormones. That the Mother has coursing through the body. Brain sex is determined by the abundant of either male hormones or female hormones. To much male hormones & the child's brain sex is male. Even if the child's physical sex is female. i.e. She's a real 'tomboy'. (Got the picture).
From what I can gather, just from memory. My brain sex has always been female. Or at least more female then male.
At age twelve I pondered about being transformed to female. Not even realizing the word I was looking for was transsexual. At age fourteen the meaning of the word came to light. (Then I did my math).
I did not want to be a woman. I wanted to be this transsexual. To have the body & features of a female. Yet keeping the plumbing intact.
I had no idea what was involved. Until I started researching in 1991. (Without the Internet). If it weren't for the Internet. I would still be researching. I would still be stuck in that male mode.
'ALL HAIL THE WORLD WIDE WEB'.
Now at least I have purged 80% of my maleness from my life.With being on hormones I can feel, more & more of the female come out in me. My brain sex becomes more feminized with each hormone dosage. (But that is to be expected). My body more in tune with the real me.
Although that aggressive male still comes out from time to time. That to shall pass into history. (Remember history & what I do with it).
So there it is.
Sheilah
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