My weekend you ask. How was it.

 

    I would have to say far from uneventful. That is to say as eventful as it was. There wasn't any fireworks as such. Just one huge mega ton explosion!

    When Edward, my boyfriend, passed away in June/2007. I was left with this huge emptiness. (That stuff, " 'Tis better to have loved and lost/Then never to have loved at all")* Perhaps but 'The loss of a love in life/Is equaled to the emptiness felt'.

    I endeavored to fill my emptiness but met with a haunting loneliness. There was one who did fill me with a joyful tenderness. My attraction for him grew with each visit. However I could not bring myself to break the agreement set in place between us.

    So I carried on with life. Thinking could such a search be fruitful. By nature patience is a quality in abundance with me. After all, 'all good things comes to he that waits'. It's a know-brainer for me. The wild card was how long would the wait be. Well perhaps not the length of time anticipated. 

    The one mega ton event this weekend brought forth. Is the one special light in my life was lite up. For the first time, in what seemed an eternity. A recognition between two chatting through instant messaging was recognized. Acceptance and acknowledgement of typed words. Through a less then desirable medium to express ones self. It was for me being transported and seated next to someone. Knowing what was meant by seeing the face expression. Or the inflexion in a voice.
In a word, smiles.

Sheilah Say

'Words, thoughts we impart to each other'   

*Alfred Tennyson, 1st Baron Tennyson (08.06.1809 to 10.06.1892)